Choke Up Poem by Connie Chambers

why am i still her y didnt she just do it
end all my suffering, ik ill be missed but people move on they forget things maybe ill be forgotten in there lives
i dont mind ik i can make it somwhere else insted of here
pain, tears, sadness are all the thing people see in my eyes these days
im happy whem im with you and he you both know how to turn thing around yet when i need u i cant call or im alone
i choke down all i feel so i may have hope but hope isnt there help me find it