Connie Chambers

Thay want me to be steady as the river
but river are never stead the always changing
never stoping, they always chose the way that
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if your quiet an use all ur senses ull here
somthing a beutilful as u say i am
If you stay with me than you will here it as a beating drum
one from a hidden place i shall try to find
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why cant I just be me when it comes to school

or just life in general
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Fear is wat I feel when u dont talk to me,
its the only feeling I can seem to reach for
when i can see ur mad at me,
I never know why u are but I can sence you are
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A dream changes wat I feel
for this stronge thing I have
no control over
A vistion in your head while
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A sound is there that you cant hear, only I and a fewother may hear
we that hear invite angels of earth
Weeping though that course wood is a narrow trail we can find only when walking alone, seaking what may come
Along the trail a flowing stream full of life. It seems to follow every step untill it parts fast to the right as if trying to tell us not to go furture. not to see whats next
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Sometimes love, feels like pain, and sometimes I wonder if it's all the same, sometimes life, feels just like rain, cause you never know, when it's gonna
fall down on you

I wish you well, I wish you well, on this trip to find yourself, I wish you well, wish I could help, but I can't help you find yourself
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Come on Baby Please don't cry,
I know its gonna be alright
Stiffen up and hold it, I'm gonna be here all night
I know nobody is here right now and you cant see why,
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It stings the cut on my arm and the bump on my head
just as they always do
Its over within 30 seconds so little time such pain and deprssion
there are always people when we fight and im the one to blam
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Black and blue
with a heart hurt
and cold as ice
I spoke to a boy
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this is the moring
this is the day
spirts of the sky and earth
plz dont let be to late
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when you say things like you did
what do you mean
when we are alone
what does that mean to you
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What ever i said to you
i meant it, words of love an
confustion take over
oh ohh
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i never knew i could feel for u and him
it new and i dint know wat to do
i said many things
i regret no of them i didnt whant you to say
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i miss you as you walk away from me after just minut seconds
i am your number one, please becarefull and dont lie to me
we'ever had a fight and i know we will and it might end all i heard people say about us
From the time i saw you in class i hoped wed be together
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deep and green or shallow and blue
it really dont matter where it comes from
I will always see fear and pain in your
clear colored eyes
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YOU SAYU HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY GOODBYE
BUT THIS IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU
YOU CHANGE THE WAY YOU LIVE WHEN WITH AN GIRL
YOU NEVER SEEM TO BE THE PERSON I KNOW U CAN BE
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why am i still her y didnt she just do it
end all my suffering, ik ill be missed but people move on they forget things maybe ill be forgotten in there lives
i dont mind ik i can make it somwhere else insted of here
pain, tears, sadness are all the thing people see in my eyes these days
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I havent eaten today, Ik i should know better
Choris-
I need u to know im not tho the day
Im still fighting with my elders, i need u to know that u'll be ok
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