Close My Eyes... Poem by shelby alwaysconfused

for the last time..
i dont know what to say anymore.
i dont know what to do.
my mind is racing, with eternal thoughts of you.

i dont know what to show you,
to make you understand.
all i can do is reach out my hand.
plz help me, im begging for you.

crying out, but im not making a sound.

my arms are red, im gaping now.
there is still time to pull me back,
back from the hole im falling down.

my eyes are heavy, its getting dark..

WAIT NO! I DONT WANT THIS!
this is not how im supposed to end.!

plz come catch me im falling fast!
i thought this could fix me
but i dont want this anymore!

i dnt want to breathe my last..