Closure Poem by Jacob Bjork

When I woke up this morning
I remembered everything
You we're in my dreams again
Lying next too me in my bed
I wish you would just go away
I never want to see your face again

It's such a shame
Our love was a game
This wasn't the way
I played it in my head
All I wanted to be was
Your lover and best friend

How will I get away from you?
This time I swear I want to
I never saw it coming
I didn't want this torture
All I want is some closure

Tired of staying awake
I try and sleep to forget
But you won't get out,
Out of my head
No matter where I go
There you are

Here we go again

This can't be the end
Of a goodnight's sleep for me
It's all I need
But maybe there's a lot I need
That's what it seems to be

Only time will save me
Only I can save me
These nightmares
Of all the terrible things
I did to you
They'll never get me through

I'm so damn sorry
I wish I could explain
Why I acted that way
But there is no reason
Except, I was not me

These chemicals you see
They changed everything
About who I am
And for some reason
I though they could save me

But like I was saying,
'Only I can do the saving'

I caused such a mess
I am such a wreck
With or without you
I don't ever know
Just what to do

This song is my message for you
I am doing all that I have to
Because it's what I have to do
Otherwise I'll never
Make it on my own
I have no more composure

So let this be
Let it be my closure
The last song I'll ever write about a girl
Who stole my whole damn world
I've got to make it through

Goodbye my dear, I love you