'Cold' Days Poem by Amber Dawn

Some days just look colder than others
I wonder why that is
How a day can appear to be freezing when it's really 90 degrees
How I even get a chill down my spine
by watching the wind breeze
Sometimes I see the world through different lenses
Sometimes things get so foggy & I find I'm in need of cleansin'
I'm on the outside looking in to my confusion of
what this world is really about
Giving up is no longer my chosen route
Open the doors & you'll see it's not as comfortable as it looks
The wind flows but doesn't envelop me,
Here is He, my God, Abba...
breathing life into me
I am free
I turn around and there are demons, consequently
I see them hovering over me
But I know my guardians are not only watching me
...they're winning the fight to protect me
So as the trees sway & steadily I feel nothing
As the chaos continues elsewhere & I hear nothing
My nightmares fade away & I keep dreaming

And I take things how they are, not how they're seeming

I flow

And i fade away in His presence

I float

Away into His arms with my blessings