June 25,2018
Conflict Within
Restless sleep, though a long sleep
Drifting dreams, wars, faceless men
Grey skies, no trees, White Roses, silent eyes and soundless screams
My mind cannot rest as I toss and turn
Whilst the second hand ticks relentlessly
Onward, Onward, Onward
A distant horizon of hope never reached as muck drags me down
No mercy, no end, no way out
Countless faces passing that never go away
An orange sky on fire
Burning smoke in my lungs, my eyes
No relief
Within a 3D hell
Horror everywhere I Look Sense, Touch, Feel
Within, Without
Acid rain burns my skin
As I stand forlorn within
The horror of empty landscapes
Peace unknown
Desperately needed
Serenity an eternity away
Death surrounds me
Without relief
No matter how I strive
Children's eyes empty
As they desperately hold out their hands in hopes
Of alms never offered
And slowly fade away
Leaving me alone disconsolate
Standing upon a desolate canvas
Devoid of color, of life itself
Peace an empty precept
Offering no solace, no hope
Only desperation in a harsh desperate world
Where life has no meaning
No comfort from memory's arms
Yet offers no end
As I cry a soundless cry
For a friend
Anyone to offer an hand
A way out of this merciless Hell
Yet, steadfastly refusing
Christ's offered hand as he smiles in anticipation
Suddenly confused
As I turn away
Leaving Him gazing upon a fractured world
Prayers frantically offered
With no hopes of relief
To a God whose empathy unknown
No understanding, no Soul
And I know instinctively
We are the change
As we each look away
From the Hell we've made
Smug in our satisfaction
As each thinks complacency
It is not my doing
As Humanity slowly slides inexorably
Towards a looming abyss
A chasm with no way out
Tommy
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem