Confused Poem by sarah baron

how do you know
i'll be alright?
how do yhou know
i sleep good at night?

how do you know
that what you say
doesn't mean a thing
and will all go away?

how do you know
that what yhou do
is all just a joke
and not the truth?

how do you know
i'll stay around?
the next time you see me
i could be going down.

what would it matter
if i stay or go?
why does it matter?
no one would know

maybe heaven
is full of bliss
but i truly know
hell is better than this

what does it take
to no longer cry?
to live this way?
i'd rather die

how could i do that
to my family and friends?
leaving their lives
with one quick end

leaving my own
can't be that bad
i'd be 'me' a lot more
if i wasn't so sad

what do i do?
why should i try?
is it worth it?
should i pass it by?

what do i do?
why should i go?
is it worth it
just to know?