Confusion In My Mind Poem by moon dust

Here I sit alone in guilt
Smothered in shame
So happy sad at the same time
Help me
I'm drowining in the confusion in my mind

Please don't break my spirit
Never try to tame
I got to let these passions pour out
Even if I must endure this shame

But I don't know if I can do it
Putting us through this mind maze
Don't question my sincerity
I'm too tired for lifes child games

Perhaps my spirit has been inspired
Or my heart could have grown cold
Could it be I'm in the dawn of my spirits
Or could I be growing more old

So laugh with me now and hold me when I cry
(Especially for the hurt world)

Be my friend, forgive my wrongs
Turn my sorrows to joy
Understand me the way you always do
Be patient when I'm in my moods.