Conversations We Had Poem by claire delap

I sit and think about the conversation's that we have had
And thought we were getting on and that we were
Starting to make plans
But guess I was being doubted thro all the things I had said
We lived in different parts of the world and the distance it is great
But time and distance have no boundaries but I guess we both did
I thought we were both fighters but maybe we got it wrong
I thought we were guardian angels of each others souls
I wonder if we were meant to be together
In this world or the next
But I guess only time will tell let the history be the rest
i know now that we were both wrong
we were not the guardian angels of each others souls
your lies became your game of chess
i was the pawn
i now know the miles i traveled to get to you out there
are nothing more than worthless days of despair
soon i will be going home and my life it will begin
you lost out on something special someone you could hold near
but one day you will have to think about how your life is wrong
and change it for the better before hearts and lives are destroyed.