Cruel Destiny Poem by sahar alameddine

If i dnt deserve someone who truly loves me
So why do i deserve stayin alive blamin my destiny
And If one day i decided to suicide my love would stop me
But they say i don't deserve someone to be there for me

laying beside my shadow wich is the only one who can't leave me
but i dare that if he could he would move away from me
and i have many friends who are here to support me
i have my tears and my fears wich are gd company

fade up with life having bad thoughts in my mind
the light what i was lookin for made me blind
puttin my hope in my dreams was my huge mistake
fairness and loneliness are two things i can't take

maybe i dnt deserve a heart that beats just for me
i am ready to sacrifice for the one i love truly
when no body cares for my feelings buried inside of me
so i'll stay alone through this cruel destiny