Crystal Clear. Poem by Caylin Paige

I close my eyes.
The picture is crystal clear.
It was you, I wanted here.
But yet next to me in this moment..is an empty space.

A void you left in me.

No longer will I hold close to the words that you used to say.
Now, I know you can never love me, Nor could you ever hurt me again.
Because here I am..

With my eyes closed.
The picture is crystal clear.
It was you, I wanted here.

I wanted all your imperfections.
I wanted all of you.

But in reality I never got the picture of all of you.
You played mind games..had me rapped around your finger.

But now I see with my eyes closed..that the
crystal was never clear.
It was shinning brightly, blinding me.

Now, I can see behind your walls.
You like to use my love..abuse my hopes..to get what you seek
You're greedy.




-I cant figure out how to end this so...i am not going to.