Curse Poem by Raziel Baptiste

I'm looking closely
Right into the eye
Of world,
Asking Mother
Why do you despise
Me from birth.
Am I curse,
To forever feel your loath
I love you forever
But somethings are always broke.
I'm choking back all my pain
My lesson is to insane
I drain my very essence
Into the every single grain
The world is not the same
But I want it just the same
Still fear is irrational
Going back to nothing again
The living is just a pain
In everything I see
Feeling nothing emotional
But I can here my heart beat
I can see my life shrink
With every second that I wait
Maybe today I'll change something
And you can finally look my way.