Dark Days Poem by Katherine Patrick

Where the light in my world?
Am I blind to it?
I want to be happy like everyone else i see
But all i have is this fake smile
No one can tell im pretending
Faking my way through everything I do
My eyes are clouded over by this darkness
I hate feelinfg like this like im nothing
I cant see anything someone help me! ! ! !
Now im falling in this choking darkness
No longer being able to breathe through my lungs
Is this what dying feels like?
Well i dont want to know anymore
Im trapped in this nightmare
Maybe it all in my head....
Lying to myself doesnt help anything
In the end all i see the night
Not even day appears anymore...