Dark Heart Poem by alexa dawn

I tried my best, I gave my all.But yet you let me down, you let me fall...

You can't even begin to understand how many tears I've cried for you...

You don't know how much i love you...

And you don't know how much you hurt me...

There is only so much understanding I could do before I realize I'm just not important enough to you...

If I knew missing you was going to be a part of my life, I never would have let you in...

Sometimes one chance is all you get, take adavantage of it...

I wish I could give you my pain, just for one moment...

Not to hurt you, but rather so you can finally understand how much you hurt me...

You are breaking me into pieces, but I am still loving you like I never loved anyone before...

I'm so sick of chasing what I can't catch, sick of grabbing for something that isn't there, and sick of loving when there's none in return,3

It took me a minute to know you, a day to love you and a week to want to be with you...

Yet it only took you 1 second for you to break my heart...

I don't matter to you...

I never did...

How else could you just walk away so easily?

How else could you break my heart and not even care?

My soul is bare, my spirit battered...

My heart inside is ripped and tattered...

My pain is almost too much to bare,

No pain before has ever compared...

I wish the best for you I promise you I do...

Even when you forget me & you let go of the memories, I'll sit here & think about you & I promise I'll never let go...

It's okay, go ahead and make me cry, let me down, and break me...

It's not like I had feelings or a heart in the first place...

When your world crashes down,

I will be here to save you, even though I know you wont do it for me, because you're the one that made mine break...

One day you're goin to turn around and expect me to be standing there, waiting for you to realize that I do mean something to you...

And you're going to see me walking away...

I pretend like I hate you, that you're the worst thing that has ever happened to me...

But the truth is, I would be yours in a heartbeat...

I'll probably never trust that heart skipping a beat, butterflies in the stomach feeling again...

All it does is cause heartache...

One day you'll wake up and realize that I was everything you ever wanted...

But when that day comes, I'll be waking up next to the one who already knew...

You broke my heart, but the thing that bothers me the most is that you didnt even bother to see if I would be ok, you just walked away...

No big deal, right?