Day Of Losing Dreams. Poem by Eman Awad

Should i smile or cry or let go,
i'm staring at my self so helpless.
Missing out on the thing i wanted so,
and nothing can get me over this..
I tried and still try,
to prove to my self i can.
I'm not even able to cry,
and surely i don't understand.
My self said to me,
i wish that for once you make my dream come true.
But always you're unfree,
choiceless and you can't even help you.
And my tears are tired of falling,
and my dreams are fading more every day.
Even my voice is tired of calling,
calling out, to my dreams to stay.
Looking at my heart full of scars and seams,
every day to me is a day of losing dreams...