Days Of Loving Him Poem by Eman Awad

His name is my name,
when he's called i feel like they're calling me.
We are feeling the same,
and his smile told me that we are meant to be.
But days went on by,
and it felt like he can't take it any more.
He never wanted me to cry,
even when he hurt me till my heart is soar.
And days went on by again,
that's when his smile is telling me all over,
Words of love and words of pain,
he says goodbye and maybe we are over.
Days of loving him were mostly,
like waves of sea, ever changing all the time.
But since he felt he belong to me,
i felt the same and i wanted him to be mine.
I know i loved him so much that i,
never cared if he cared back or not.
When he's here i fly when he's not i die,
he was my whole life and all i've got.
That wasn't weakness, i was never weak,
but i felt like living through this, is love.
I didn't but i made my actions speak,
but i knew that living through this is tough.
Love really grew on me, changed me,
i knew i wanted to live for the sake of his eyes.
I wished to live my life differently,
through all of the pain and no matter how he lies.
Days of loving him were my life,
i never loved before and i won't forget.
But every time i remember my strife,
with him or without him i really regret.
I say that we should've never to meet,
before or later but that was my destiny.
Still he hurts me and he makes my heart to beat,
it feels like with him or without, it's the same to me...