Deadly Truth Poem by Thati pramod sai

Being good and being bad
Together always makes me mad
Left with contradicting options in stand
Later drives me mostly always don't know why hard?
Self control and self discipline
Sounds great when read in self esteem
Thunder storms and heavens in beam
Being great always ending in dream
Is fate to blame or ones own fault to name?
Doggedly making life's choices insanely lame
Hope and hope is life's secret in game
Don't know why always ends up in blame?

God's own plots are complicated in every turn
First beat next teach lessons to learn
Unknown fear waiting in disguise to burn

Losers and blamers, many waiting in que
Fortunate gainers left only few
Don't know what went wrong old or new?
Had no choice only to left darkness for a clue

Helplessly roaring silently it's true
Innocently waiting for help someone don't know who?
When voices wept silently for peace in move
Who can tranquillise the unknown realities to woe

Loneliness is not something fell from hell
Voidness tumours as agonising hearts silently swell
Left in crossroads of life and death
What makes strange, is death is the only last berth? ?

In the journey of darkness and thunder storms
Lost hopes life's brutal battles
The deadly truth is
To sail through oceans of tears
One needs hope and Courage sans fears
One needs to hold firmly despite all odds to passion
To reach Almighty's bestowed rightful horizon.