Dear Parents Poem by Vikky Tores

Dear parents

I have been smoking lately and I have been thinking about the future and I almost started to cry because I know why I'm crying I was crying because I would have to leave all of my friends behind to find my own Peace of mind. I'm scared of the future which I haven't felt this feeling in a long time but all I know is that I hope I make the right decision in time. I know I am unable to see the future and I pray to know why I am scared of things coming
So why do I feel guilty