Dear Past Poem by JR Cuyam

Hello dear past self
I still remember how you visualized the future me
Unstoppably you spoke life to hopelessness
In everything you were so splashy
And you contributed a lot to the present me

I miss you past version of me
I wish you were with me today
Why did I left you there in the past?
The present isn't as bright as you thought it would be
And I feel so alone here
Everything is gloomy
Rayed with sorrows and fear
My heart stops beating felicity

Where in the past did I burry you, past self?
I would love to visit your grave
And ressurect something to make me brave