Dear Teenage Life, Poem by Alien Zoo

Dear Teenage Life,

Shut it Up, Turn it off!
I can't hear me think in this noise
Leave me in silence so I can make my choise

''Get back, Don't go there! ''
I was told when I used to go there anyway.
And now it shows that you were right all allong
but I just didn't listen.

A rain, of expression
and my cries and prayers.
It's all I can do now
it's what I should've done, first!

It's what I've should've done,
from the start.
I'm sorry
So sorry, for what I've done..
Will I Now ever get out?
He's always been there for me but did I pushed the limits?

my regrets to him,
my regrets to her
my regrets to you

A bit lost one,

Me!

P.S.: How did I ever came here? I always thought that this would be a lot easier. I guess I was wrong....