Dearest Father Poem by Janae Kathleen

thoughts stuck in my head
thoughts of you i dread
the pain in my life
it cuts so deep
i fall asleep, dreams of you
my body seeks

empty little girl
without her father
maybe I don't tell you because
I'm used to the pain
maybe that is the reason for this refrain

tired of holding in my tears
every day I think of you
and how you hurt me over the years
as I think, I tilt my head back
wait till it hits the wall and the wall cracks

why can't I tell you
the pain you unbearingly put inside me
the tears I hold until im alone
alone in my room
and I break down and cry

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