Death Awful Poem by cat from hell FUFU

I'm dead....
I'm in hole in the earth, earth that's cold
Colder than my ripped soul and even more frozen than my heart
I've got a black hole in it, since the day you left
It's not the the bruises from our fight, it's not the tears I shed that night
But it's the last words you said that hurt me deep and made me kill myself
I thought that if I'm dead it would be better
There'd be no more pain
But stupid I was not to remember that suicide is in vain........