Decisions Poem by Robert Roberts

I have giving it thought
so many battles within me
trying to deter a possible mean of victory
a way to put a end to this madness
fighting to regain a smile
fighting to find meaning
these hands cant find no warmth
i have settled in your arms
and now i feel colder than ever
your love no longer bring warmth
no longer does it bring assurance
i want to hold on to a glimmer of hope
praying on day things change
but what if don't
what if the tide comes in and am still in the water
what decision do i make then
when am already completely submerged
should i end it now and hold on to a memory
or hold or on to something and hope