Decisions, Decisions Poem by tiera parker

should i do it and break their trust?
deep down i know it's not a must.
change my life back to the way it used to be,
searching and searching, i can't find the real me.
Hiding my face under makeup and smiles,
so surprising im not in denile.
i must keep my head held high and do what's best,
whats best for my life and heck with the rest.
they wont always be there like they say they will,
they're just here for a drunken thrill.
i'll trust no one and do it my way,
so dont try and stop me, you have no say!