Deep Inside Me Poem by Umasree Raghunath

Deep inside me there is a pain
A pain that cannot be shared
Weep did my eyes to the best
For it did not know the rest
Sure did my thoughts wander aloof?
Not because I am all alone
Only thing that captured my mind
Is not a thought that is very kind
Less do my heart realize what it wants
For it also knows that it cant
Just get what it feels like having true
For people behave strange and new
Life had been an endearing trouble
And I have no reasons to grumble
For its me who made all my decisions
And if it goes wrong, all blames raisins
What mistakes I did make to fret
Other than loving what I did bet
Do not know if love changes by time
Then its not worth having its prime
Anyway, let my loneness be mine
For in it, I would cry and be fine