Didn'T Mean To Poem by Anonymus Girl

I can hear his voice in my head
Sadly, it makes me smile and blush
I swear to gosh I didn’t mean to
But being around him gives me a rush

He’s not the silent type, I know
Always talking to his friends
Which is including me of course
This torture never ends

Nights are extremely bad
Because then I’m all alone
I can’t help what I’m thinking
So I get him on the phone

We text until the nights all gone
Till the sun shines in my room
I can’t be feeling like this now
My life’s still doom and gloom

I don’t want to feel like this
I don’t want to long for him
But what else am I supposed to do?
Without the feeling my world is dim

I wish I only loved you
Only longed for your gentle touch
But whenever I get lonely
The thoughts just hurt too much.