Anonymus Girl

You can hit me some more if you like
Because you cant make me feel any worse
I never thought that being yours
Would feel like such a curse
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She doesn’t want to hear it
Words are weak and useless
Her eyes are always sad now
And her nights are constantly sleepless
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Do you think it's funny,
that every single night,
I can't stop seeing your face
Atleast, not without a fight
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I am in an ocean
Being pulled deep under a wave
In the silence I feel I'm at peace
This is the gift that he gave.
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I'm not your follower
It doesn't matter what you think about me
I do what I want to do
My mind stays free
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So far, life has been darkness
And love has turned into pain
There's no point denying the evidence
When it's happened over and over again
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Lonely, is my soul without yours
Without your hand to guide me
Without your voice to sing me to sleep
Or your eyes to set me free
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I’m hiding from myself now
Because I don’t want to look at me
And remember every little part
Of what I used to be
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My life is overlapping
And my heart is free again
But I'll never forget the longing
I've already forgotten the pain
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Sweet darkness
Clothing me
I’m becoming lost
In this massive sea
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I’m over this
It’s time to leave
Dive into myself
I do not believe
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This is just a poem
To let you know I'm in pain
You think that I betrayed you?
Think I played you like a game?
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I ran away a couple weeks ago
Because I just wanted you to care
Waited at the place we used to go
But it wasn't you that found me there
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Why did you get so complicated?
Bringing pain down on me
Can’t you see I’m struggling to live?
Why can’t you make things easy?
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Changed my hair and my clothes
For you
Changed my laugh and my face
Its true
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I don’t want to be this way
Close my eyes and run away
Cry myself to sleep each night
Then smile to myself because I won a fight
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Rain is the most beautiful thing
I have ever seen
Drumming that always changes
From what it had once been
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Sorry Girl
Closes her eyes and holds her head
I wish I couldn’t see her thoughts
She's wishing she was dead
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Brookie, Please stop hurting yourself
I swear everything gets better as time goes on
I understand what your feeling
I understand that something went wrong
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How am I travelling down this road
When I’m still holding onto so much fear
My legs seem to be moving without me
I know that I’m no longer there
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