Different Poem by Jade Blaydes

I know my mind has changed, from the way it used to be.
Hoping and wish that other could only see,
I'm not the same person that I was before.
Reality has changed me, and opened up a door,
That let in a light, through the darkness I was in.
Showing me just who I really was again,
Proving to me, that I am stronger than my addiction,
And that to get it out of my life, was my desition.
No one else could make me
Put that ciggarett out or put the bottle down.
Friends can try but in the end,
I am the only one that will be arround.