Oh my Lord how could this happen?
What does he think of me?
I feel so used and disgusting
I feel filled with impurities
Even with the use of all my strength
I can't wash away the dirt
This gulit has consumed my mind body and soul
Just like a tattoo
What if someone saw me?
What if my baby finds out?
Oh I regret this so much
I feel lower than dirt
And there is now way to get out
Why the hell can't I just say no? !
Why did I let it be?
I feel so nasy, unclean, impure
I'm so sorry baby
I can still smell him on me
I can taste him on my tongue
Someone please just kill me
Before this guilt eats me away
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
i can understand why you feel guilty, but you dont need to be stained anymore. youve been forgiven.