Few of irritable nuances
which disturbingly appall
Have had lot of blaming,
am not so awful after all
I forever toed the line
despite how I did feel
Fending most oddities
for someone's ordeal
Viewpoint had to follow
was brusquely on me thrust
Presumed was my assent
regardless of disgust
Life own and me master
to plot and to contrive
Just for me to decipher,
and it's core gist derive
Valued are all opinions,
most stances and advice
Best if few refrained from
leaving me to own devise
Dictates no manuscript
stricture or even ordain
To get walked all over
even after due restrain
Beleaguered I am often
blamed for many a crime
With doings not personal
and faults none of mine
Introspected I‘ve aplenty
thus attempted being nice
Gambit always returned
with me paying the price
Took it upon personally
lest caused another pain
Endured losses in private
all contenders got to gain
Apathy one must adopt,
to whatever others think
Shouldn't matter slightest
if sail safe or were to sink
No empathy for irrelevant
ones branding me a fiend
Expelled they all stand
from my life quarantined
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