Dinner Guest (What Meal Does A Sexual Deviant Prefer?) Poem by Axley Jade Blaze

He said:
'Let me touch, and everything will be okay.
And, if you let me touch you
All of your pain will fade away.'

He said:
'Here; try this junk,
It will make you feel great.'

So, I tried the junk.
And, soon enough,
I was able to relate.

He said:
'There, there, little girl,
Oh, GOD, how this feels.
And, oh GOD how you look,
In those stilettos, those sharp heels! '

He said:
'Don't fret, little girl.
Only for tonight
Only for tonight, little girl,
You are the Menu's Delight! '

He said:
'That's right, little girl;
My, what pleasure, what fun!
Tonight little girl,
It is he and I who've won:

Your figure
Your thoughts
Your soul
We shall rape
We'll take, and we'll take,
And we'll take,
And we'll take it! '

He said:
'Flying high, my child
It is the WAY
And, only with your soul
Only with your spirit shall you pay!
And, perhaps with your sanity, '
—He confesses with a grin
And, lost in vanity
I embrace these deadly sins.

I want to shout, 'NO! '
I dream to scream, 'STOP! '
As my mind and my soul
Start to wither and rot.

We sit, and we play;
We dig even deeper
I am the schoolgirl
And, he becomes my teacher

Dressed for the part
I begin to rehearse
While inside, I'm screaming
I cry
And, I curse!

Yet, this I can handle,
I can manage.
It is what happens next,
That causes extreme damage.

The Monster enters
The Monster's unleashed
And, now I prepare
As the meal for this BEAST

When I'm instructed to stop speaking,
Next, I am convinced I should lay down
They whisper: 'do not move a muscle.
Don't make one sound! '

I'm abused like I'm a rag-doll
Used like a toy
Yet, I refuse to give in to
The death, by the hand of these boys!

I scream for some mercy.
I beg for some help
But, nobody can hear me,
Or they won't help me out!

I am the one;
I'm the Main course
And for me, they're ready,
As I scream and my voice grows hoarse!

Continuing,
They go with their work
As I start to quiver,
And, I begin to jerk

They alter my mind
My body quivers in pain
As they teach me
And, scold me
Yes—
They teach me;
As if a slave, I'm trained.

This world that surrounds me
It starts to spin and swirl
As I hear the laughter;
How they've tortured this girl!

This world I'm now stuck inside?
This world all around me?
This world is so ominous.
Yes, the darkness surrounds me!

This world is cold,
This world is mad,
This world is warped,
Yet, it's all I ever HAD...

So I'm giving in now;
To The Monster
The Man
The Evil
And, bad.


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