Disappointed Poem by Nody Matome

Every time when I try to connect with you
Every time when I get the chance to be closer to you
Every time when I get to feel that you are nearer
The disappointment is what I get

The classy and the world are your daily promises
The Jewels and the diamond are of your tune
The happy life, the love and the happiness you promised
Oh the tears and the broken heart is what I get

I try not to show the disappointment I have in you
You care less about my feelings for you
You know less about my love for you
But in the end you know nothing about love
You know too much about disappointment

Many have tried to warn me about you
But I kept on believing in the word that says
'Never listen to other people care less about them'
But my ignorance has killed me, it has destroyed me
I am so disappointed

I am so disappointed in myself not only you
For letting me believe that you the one for me
I failed myself so big, I failed myself so wrong
But in the end my tears are of blood
Slowly I will be up again, rise again