Do You Realize? Poem by Nickey Mason

do you realize...?

i have unexplainable problems,
i have anger issues,
i have lots of mishapes.

do you realize...?

i am losing the both of us,
i am losing our communication,
i am losing your visual mind.

do you realize...?

how fast my heart is racing,
how my insanity is rising,
how my body wont stop shaking.

do you realize...?

i cant help you
i cant give you pleasure
i cant even concentrate.

do you realize...?

i feel defeated,
i feel more aggressive,
i feel i should take whats mine.

do you realize...?

i am incompatible with all taurus. but
its something about you that connects
me to you. i took your paranoidness and
went insane with it. i am wrong for doing
nothing for you. i hate being a child because
i cant prove anything. everything is going so wrong.

-La'Veranique
*aka*
dat girl nickey