Unexplainable Poem by Nickey Mason

its been a while since i wrote a poem
its been kinda hard to write ever since July 24 of 2009.

now i feel like i have absolutely nobody in this world
i cant depend on my family or my friends.

i am lost in this three dimensional world
that i wasnt supposed to be born in.

yesterday was my first cry of 2010
i could be so nice and so sweet.

but its like i cant anymore
cuz not a d*mn person is nice or sweet to me.

i got my mama holding sh*t over my head
which makes me wanna do it on purpose.

i miss my daddy so much
i just want him here with me.

i have no friends
that respect me.

and i have a boyfriend
who just proved me wrong.

- La'Veranique
*aka* dat girl nickey