Do You Remember Me Poem by Eman Awad

Do i have the right to dream away,
do i still have the right to laugh again?
Do you think you'll be back one day,
do you still want me or am i gone in vain? ?
Do you remember me, the one who loved you,
do you still call my name when you are alone?
It's dying for the one who never loved you,
it's losing life, love, memories and home...
I heard you smiled again my love,
and you are off to some one new.
I smiled a long time ago but it's tough,
i smiled but inside of me i cry for you.
I laugh but not like before,
i'm beautiful but not the way i used to be.
I'm still me but not any more,
supposed to live my life but i'm not free.
Am i some one you can easily forget,
are you over every single memory we shared?
If so, you aren't to linger and i'm not to regret,
you never loved me the same, you never cared..
Which truth admits that some one,
wishes pain every day and pray to own?
Which truth hides from no one,
but me, left to think you are my own?
So much pain inside of me and it hurts,
believe me till i die i won't forget to forgive.
You killed me slowly by your words,
words, that i won't forget as long as i live.
I think they'll haunt me all the time,
their echo is repeated in my weary ears.
Reminding me that i wished for pain to be mine,
reminding me constantly of my worst fears.
Do you still remember me? ? ? ? ?