Downward Spiral Poem by Mary Rodriguez

I was dreaming of the past
Why do good things never last?
Happiness is a facade; its just out of reach
It's what in my heart; I most beseech
Crushing waves of sorrow; drown my soul
It's been a long time; since I felt whole
Why is it that I'm so afraid?
Brighter days could be; a few heartbeats away
I am feeling insecure
Things don't seem; as they once were
I am shivering inside
Puddles form; from the tears I've cried
This sadness feels like a battle I just can't win
Darkness surrounds me; I'm drowning from within
Listen closely to hear what I don't say
Give me a reason; to want to stay
I'm spiraling down; out of control
If I reach up my hand; will you grab hold?
A caring word can be all it takes
To prevent someone from making a terrible mistake