Dreaming? Poem by Monica Albarran

I was so lost
I didn't know what to do
I knew the cost
being with you
I was so hurt
Aggravated and bullied
My feelings burnt
Being kicked and kneed
Why did you do this?
why did you leave?
come on punch me with your fist.
Your high is when I bleed!
left me to rote
left me to die
Punishment I bought
and had to obey.
Tell me I'm nothing!
Tell me I'm done!
come on and stop hunting
My body and soul is enough!
But just say you once loved me!
say you once cared?
tell me I'm dreaming
and I'm just floating in the air.?
Because I know its reality and that feeling I can't bare.
So tell me before I start dreaming
with my soul in the air!