Drowned In Sadness Poem by taylor marie

the world drowned me in sadness
sadness drowned me in pain
pain drowned me in death
death brought me back
back to life
life tried to bring me happiness
i denyed it satisfaction
the denyed satisfaction tried to bring my heart back to me
i threw my heart at the murderer of my heart
and yelled take it and leave me alone!
he picked it up and walked towards me
and told me he loved me
but i just sat there and cried
cried and told the murderer of my heart to leave me alone
he held me in his arms and tried to pull the gun out of my hands
he told me that if i pulled the trigger he would do the same
so i asked him why
he said if i cant be with you in life i want to be with you after death
i pulled the trigger, but the gun was empty
so i dropped the gun and just sat there
crying in the murderer's arms
while he smiled and just held me