Elliot To Me Poem by Audrey O'shea

i see her face and her eyes so blue,
i can hear her innocent voice telling me, 'I love you.'

i stare back and feel terrible of my lies,
i see her smile back tho inside she cries,

i hate when she questions me and asks me why
i cheat on her and i love her all the same,

i wish that our life wasn't a stupid mind game
i loved our nights always together,

i am now abadoned by light and i've lost her forever
i know now i can't ever get her back

i have made a mistake
i loved how we'd play fight each other we'd attack

i hate myself for leaving her and for being so fake
i hate to know that i made her cry

i know that i'm confused in my mind
i wish that her tears would dry

i know her times ticking and she's begun to unwind
i was everything to her,

i believe i was the love of her life,
i see my vision blurred, and my voice is now slurred,

i know ive broke her heart because i chose to have a wife.