Emotional Suicide Poem by caitlin sewart

There's no real point bringing up these issues
Coz in the end I'll need a thousand tissues
Even tho there's a lot to discuss
Like me and you, what happened to US?
It's gone, yeah I realize
But It's left so much pain in my eyes.

In my heart there's nothing, It's hollow
I have no clue which path to follow
Do I take the safe one with the light?
Or the dark one and put up a fight?
Either one I choose I will regret
Coz you've moved on, oh how could I forget?
Tho you don't know how bad I wish that would change
Oh, how my life would re-arrange.

We've been through thick and thin
And I gave you my biggest sin
Do you really believe this is what I deserve?
I hate this heart ache I was served
Its been quite awhile
Since I could truly smile
All this pain I have to confide
It's eating me away, emotional suicide.