Emptiness Poem by Shelby Miller

I don't know what's wrong with me
if I did id tell you.
I'm scared.
I feel so alone.
these mood swings are killing me
I feel like crying.
help me cry away this pain.
It doesn't feel like my heart is broken
it feels like there's a hole and I don't know why.
I don't know why I breakdown.
I don't know why I cry.
crying is weakness and I'm not weak.
but right now I feel as fragile as a child.
I feel like there's something missing.
there's something wrong.
Everyone can sense it
but I don't know what it is.
I don't know why I feel this way.
help me understand.
help me see what's not there.
make the thoughts and feelings go away,
make it all stop.
maybe ill find peace in sleep but for now there's just emptiness.
there's just nothing.