Ended By You Poem by Acerej Banala

I was in a corner where nobody can notice me, invisibly broke yet an eyes full of tragedy.
All alone, thinking of what my future could be if I am just here sittin' and sober since the day you left me.
Those happy days, weeks, months and almost a year we've been through,
Worth to remember but remains a sad truth
The truth that slaps my face and stabs my heart as it flashes back in my mind,
The love of us that faded in your heart but never in mine.
It is such a pain that caused me to fell apart into a countless pieces,
The pieces of me that I dont even know if I can put it all backinto peace.
Because til now my heart still bleeds like it seems only yesterday since you're gone,
And i'm burden by your love that ain't real and all done.
At night the wind whispers me your name, the walls, the ceilings, the stars and the moon paints me your face.
The darkness I see everytime I close my eyes, Is the darkness that I feel right now that youre not around.
Then tears flows like the rain I cant stop, my mind's like an art we called abstract
Pleasing to God, asking for a help from Him, to just ease the pain and hear my prayer.
Now that it all ended up, Im in a complete nightmare that I can't abscond
Trying to find the light that can lead me to the right door
Forgetting the past that brought ache into my life and not to think 'bout it anymore.