Enforced Addition Poem by Narieth Elin

I float serene in peaceful scene,
Imposed on me my own demean.

If I've appointed what I meant,
Then why it feels ambivalent?

It's like I'm two, alike yet distant,
Emerge asunder, turn inconsistent...

A moment of clarity!

I've jailed myself, kept me confined,
I've grown resent, malice and despite,
Within I widened; concealed my tempest -
It was too much to remain appressed.

The years I've held, befell now fragile,
I let him go, his grasp now present,
Still used to stillness: a mind thats agile,
Now succumbs to my own turbulent intent.

I try to bind what's now detached,
But even I won't listen to my voice,
Enforce this anger, enraged and...
Lost...

Even though I've never felt a giant,
In all expanse I've never felt so meager.