I feel humiliated
I feel demeaned
For my tears
And
For my cries
To become the fuel to
Your laughter
Your pleasure
For your joy to be aroused
By my need for escape
While you nape
And pull on me-
I cower...
In my asylum
Here
I'm guared
I'm safe
Here
Light Harbors
Here
Everything's
Jus' fine
So go on
Do what you want
'Cuz it doesn't matter
I am hidden in a place where I cannot
Be found
Be touched
Be heard
Where I escape from pain
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Very poetic expression of a traumatic event. If this is goeing on, please get help from outside. If this is over, writing poetry can help in coming to peace with yourself and with the world. Prayerful reflection helps us in many ways. The final aim is that we can forgive, not forget but forgive. I hope and pray for you, that you do not have the experience again and you manage to recover and enjoy the bright future our Creator has in plan for you.