Even Though I Cried I Know God Smiled Poem by Akhil Nair

A million words would not bring you back,
I know because I've tried,
neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.
people say m a paranoid! ! just cause i am mad for you.
but how will they know the real madness only lies in you!
baby is it a mistake i loved you.
or am i not too good for you.its just an excuse you don't know me yet.
what do u wanna know baby, my whole history is in front of your eyes.
i never asked you why or what, was your past.
i am concerned with your future baby.
which i want to make mine.
please allow me to love uh.
please love me back.
even if you cant love me back.
cant you even just try? ?
All this time i was thinking i will be happy with you
thinking of how i could make gods favorite angel smile.
but all my efforts are in vain.
although my love is insane, you found someone who was better for you,
and even though i know you cant be mine, I pray to god every day,
that you keep that heavens smile. it at least makes god smile! ! : D: '(