Ever Poem by heavens Angel

have you ever just wanted
to be gone
that life is just a joke
a pill to swallow
empty and hollow
that there is nothing worth living for
that the one person you loved left you and slammed the door
that the car accident you were in was a blessing
because your alive and well
you didn't die
even though it was all one big lie
that maybe
just maybe life can be bareable
that it better to know now
then to know later that you weren't meant to be
that living life can be easy
through all the pain
you learn that maybe you were the one who needed
to be saved
not the other way around
the best things in life
is when you can accept the things you cannot change
to be stronger then you were before
you can hold you head up high
no more tears or sighs

i wanted to give up some many times this year
if it wasn't for all my friends caring ears
they showed me that life is tough, but it is as tough as you make it
if you live in pain that is all you will seek
that if someone truly loves you they would never
do what they did
that you need to love yourself more
than anything in life
that maybe i was given a second chance to change
someone else's life
I would never change what has been done
because in the end I have won