Every Night I Die In Peace Poem by Alex Reece

Every Night; On my bed; I Lie;
Scattered, Lost, Alone;
With my heart to console
and try to fill the void in my soul;

Every night; I lie in wait;
hoping, realizing, in despair;
Its the time i seek for the pain to fade away;
I lie on my bed dying a sweet-full death.

Every night, On the bed i lie;
To seek your love;
Sympathy, understanding, is all i get;
Aggrandizing my pain and the hole in my heart;
Oh beloved! It matters not.

For every night is what i seek;
To hear you smile and pain-free:
Which soothes my soul, fill the void;
Cause your happiness is what i look for;
I kill my pride just to see you with a smile;

For every night, i ask myself;
'Why me, with all the pain;
Why i can't have the love i see'
To which i answer back to myself
'What she is looking for, is not me;
what she is fallen in love for, is not me;
but it makes me happy realizing the fact;
for one of us has got what they want;
anything else matter not;
the pain is the thing you got to live with, Oh Dying Soul'

For every night, the moon and stars i stare;
Envelopes the darkness around my heart;
killing my heart, with the dancing thoughts;
For every night i sleep in vain.