Faded Poem by Evelina kononenko

Faded I feel, lost I am.

There is never an ending to my sorrow,
there was never light in where I started.

I need faith, hope and a smile to forget, but I'm forgotten.
Never lasting dreams have been broken, impossible facts were proven.

What's my other option?
Live, love, forget, or disappear?

Not a lot can be told or said right now,
but to sit and think of a way I used to be treated is now a fantasy.

I want to run, hide or just to be happy!

Please lord, if you hear be above,
see my sorrow? my pain? lack of love? bad treatment?
Take me away.

I cannot do this anymore.