My soul is torn, my mind is confused.
Will I ever be loved, or will I just be a desire?
...
Life is like guns shooting your brain
its just so hard, you dont know where to hide.
There's a place in my life, in my heart, my soul, where everything seems dark to me.
...
When I think
the sun opens up and gets warmer.
When I think the clouds move slower
...
Wishing for your touch, your love and comfort.
Thinking of how and when, have you became a big part of me.
Your lips, your words, and your caring soul, captured my broken heart.
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Tears of blood start dripping,
when i cut with that rusty old knife.
I don't feel the pain
...
Left me vulnerable, left me broke
Time was ticking, time was torment
Overpower was the defeat
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We'll go crazy and high off of chees..
we will scream for the Oregon Ducks..
We will eat chocolate for hiperness and sweetness to get
our day just right.
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Dreamy eyes so perfect and clear
like stars up in the dark clear night sky.
Twinkling lightly, silently throught the night
...
Who's ever blind that shall be me,
lost and never found in this world.
Featuring life in black and white
...
There are times you suffer
with a pain in your heart
Tragedies happen all day long
you wonder when it will be over
...
Forgivable Love and Trusting hearts
will get you through the years.
Tears cry out for joy, and some tears come out from
broken hearts.
...
Watch your step up or down
Where you follow your dreams upon
Walk to where your heart follows
and you'll come along the way.
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Slowmotion breathing
The air as tight as a knot
Colliding inner souls
...
Am I priority, am I choice
In depth of a mourning soul
I may lay my heart for loss
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Desirable minds and soul readers
Just as calm as the sea
I come with peace and leave with ecstasy
Yellow to green to yellow again, I stand on islands edge as man.
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Just as I walk, just as I breath
far and wide as my soul reads.
Sight as clear as I can see
...
The core, a beautiful beginning.
Ways away, weighs a fortune.
Mindset of the greenest purest earth.
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Hello my name is Evelina. Iv'e been writing poetry since 14 years old discovering my passion for emotional coping in relating through reading others experience. I am 23 now and still have the biggest thrive for creativity. Poem is ART.)
Is It Love Or Desires?
My soul is torn, my mind is confused.
Will I ever be loved, or will I just be a desire?
Time is running out and I have not chosen.
Will I ever be at the top of his list or just someone's desire?
Undercover is my heart, forcing to live, to breath.
Just shattered is what I am. Not fixable is what stays the same.
I'm starting to believe there's no fate out there for me.
Done chasing my happiness down, done seeing my scars.
If I'm worth it, it'll show.
But for now…
Goodbye love.