Fallin Apart Poem by Kayla Ruiz

dark pain flows through exhausted veins
stearing out of control lost grip on the reins
memories wont fade the scares i have are sore
the bodies empty a drunkin mess on the floor
life fallin apart like a sweater and loose thread
unraveling into nothing these things get out of my head
numb inside as well as to the touch
remembering my old self a little way to much
why cant i go back to before i fell apart?
wake up to tomorrow and get a brand new start
your preaching to the choir about the things i shouldn't do
but why are you complaining? i wanted to be like you
instead i spiraled out of control
searching for my soul
that i am sure someone stole
empty shell thats filled with nothing
look at me i am disgusting